convocation & allowance???

no money for convocation this July..hate the person in charge for our allowance... it is not enough OK, need to pay for convocation, room, bank,sister, and bla bla bla...hate when i don't have enough money to help myself and help my family, i just want to work and help myself and family...it just shame whenn i still asking my mother to bank in some money... serious, i eat a lot~ lalalala... i gain weight here...but still cute..wahahahha...when you baby, you dont need to worry anything...but when we grow up, all we need to think.....arghhhh~
just learn it or leave it... that is how life goes...

really hate peolpe like that

serious, past 3 weeks, I've been friend with someone....and guess who?, it someone i said..... is he or she i just dont wanna mention here....life is like that, are they played with me or what...what i am to them... sometimes i hate it, but honestly, nobody approach me like he or she approach me...serious, like hell in heaven... that is impossible for me to be with he or she.... but i kind like that approach, try me... look fierce but still have tears in eyes... just wanna cry all night and days...just dont wanna live like this here......damn.!!!!!